I HAVE WRITING/DRAWING BLOCK. *flails*

I have been trying to draw and write, but nothing is working. I wish I could draw. I have been trying to draw for MONTHS and I have been trying to write FOREVER it seems. I just want to finish my fanfics and draw something good, not this crap I have been doing.

It isn't helping that my dad is going through Chemo and Radiation treatments for Lung Cancer. Mom is stressed to the hilt. I am working my ass off both here at the house and at work. Matt is not helping around the house. Jess is driving me up the wall, if she is not bitching at me for some reason or another, her voice is just so annoying. I swear if I have to hear her say "Mommy's little angel" in that annoying grating sickeningly sweet voice she does, I will have to kill myself. UGH!

I have been playing around on that application on Myspace called Super Poke Pet. I am trying my Damnedest to make a Pegasus out of Bananas and Lemon Double Stick Popsicles and I can tell you one thing...never try that. It is EVIL. I spent about 3 hours trying to get my Nanagasus (nanner pegasus) to look some what right. 65 bananas to just make the outline of it. and 35 Lemon popsicle to just fill the wings and make the tail. I think I have lost my mind to even try to make the damned thing. It is ALL CONSUMING. I spend about 2k on getting all of those things. *sighs* I need a life.

I did have a life yesterday. Jason and I went and watched TRANSFORMERS: RISE OF THE FALLEN. I like the story line, but I was pissed that they changed some of the characters and the way they looked in Autobot/Decepticon form. ARCEE (RC) is not supposed to be 3 separate motorcycles that combine to make her, she was a car. A little Pink Car. The only motorcycle I remember was Sideways and they changed him into a car. *sigh* Michael Bay said he wanted to give ARCEE a bigger part. He didn't he just divided her small role into 3rds....so not it was not bigger. *sigh* I know I should not nitpick it, but I was a big ARCEE fan when I was little, so it is all "nah not right".